In just a few weeks I’ll be turning 35. Crazy. I feel like my personal life is equivalent to a teenager, as in I’m just starting out lol I wish I had someone to share these joyous moments in my life, but alas I do not.
I recently went on vacation to Cape Cod. It was amazing! Beaches and sunsets all day long!
But I also went to see a psychic…cause that’s how I roll and she told me that my heart Chakra was blocked lol What a chakra! Get it? haha shocker…get it? I know I’m super clever I can’t help it! But she said to unblock it, it would be $100! Yeah…no.
She told me my last relationship ruined me so much that I was completely devastated and I don’t trust men at all, so much so that I don’t even really try to find a new relationship. I was like get out of my head, TRUE!! haha
It’s funny because I feel like I’m open to love, but she was so right about how I feel that I realized I’m not actually open to love. I live in fear because I’m worried about repeating my mistakes, or ending up with another man who breaks my heart.
Ah love. Why is love so complicated? Why can’t it just be as easy as, “I think I’ll fall in love today with the love of my life and live happily ever after!” lol Wouldn’t that be nice?
I think I’ve watched too much Bachelorette lol Team Luke for the win! (TV reference, unimportant to life in general, the end lol)