Ok so I’m surprised by the number on the scale. I’m officially saying that I’m in the 40’s! lol I always hesitate to say it because I never believe the scale but I’m calling it in! This week I’ve lost 4.7 pounds. A little hard to believe, not sure I buy it but that’s what the scale says…which means so far this month I’ve lost 9.9 pounds, which means I’m 5.1 pounds from my goal and only 1 week left to lose it. It’s going to be very hard to do that, but if I can stay motivated and go to the gym every day and really watch my calories, I feel like my goal is within reach!
Today I was kind of in a funk I think. The maintenance guy was supposed to come at 9 this morning of course he didn’t, didn’t call, didn’t return my calls….classy! I’m surrounded by lazy, rude people ugh! Anyhow, because I ended up getting up early I was tired all day. I waited until noon and then I was like f*** this and took a nap while listening to Katy Perry’s song Wide Awake. Not for nothing, but I love that song right now lol
When I got up I decided to watch Cupcake Wars on the Food Network. There’s two new cupcake businesses that opened up in my side of the state…I feel like I’m watching other people living out my dream. At the same time I can’t help but feel that everything happens for a reason…but if so, what is my fate? Oh the torment! lol I laid in my bed and over thought everything and ended up getting myself into a funk, to the point where I felt like just crying.
Instead of crying I decided to get my fat a$$ out of bed and to the gym at once!! Hey, the gym gives you energy at the very least! I did a quick workout (another scorcher outside today) then I headed over to my grandparents. Took my Dziadziu (grandfather) shopping then did my Babci’s (grandmother) pills for the next few weeks. Still can’t find Dziadziu’s teeth…it’s so frustrating! Going back over tomorrow…the mission continues!!
I normally just sleep in a tank top but I wanted something really cute and feminine and so I decided a cute nightgown was in order! You never know who’s going to come over 😉 jk I wish! lol Well maybe not…I’m still hung up on the same guy from the beginning of the year. It’s a very confusing relationship, I can’t tell if he likes me or not. Men are impossible to understand, pretty much haha My crush is just something pretty to look at right now and I’m just going to leave it at that! lol If something more happens one day great and if not, oh well. At least now I have cute nightgowns! Oh and I highly recommend these to anyone who’s big like me because it’s adorable and super comfortable!!! Gives a girl a boost of confidence 🙂
Breakfast: 1 cups Special K Red Berries, 1/2 cup almond milk
Lunch: 1 Foldout Flatbread, 2 oz turkey, 2 slices American cheese, 1 golden delicious apple
Dinner: 1 grilled chicken breast, 1 tbl bbq sauce, 1/2 cup chickpea, corn and black bean salad (HOLY YUM!)
Snack: 2 string cheeses, 1 banana
Exercise: 30 minutes on the eliptical
Calories burned: 345
Current weight: 245.7 lbs
Current feeling: Cute