I was heavy hearted today…after the walk yesterday all I could think about was Babci, and well ate those feelings today in forms of bread, ugh. But whatever…I’m working through it.
I went to good ole Walmart and I bought some picture frames and made some collages today. I also bought sparklers for $2 and the cashier had to do a double take on me to make sure I was 18 LMAO! WHAT? haha I laughed out loud it was so funny, ‘She’s like yeah you’re 18…right? Maybe just a little bit older?’ I was like ‘I fr*aking love you right now lol’ She asked me how old I was of course I didn’t answer and instead asked her how how I looked she said ’22′ and the woman in line behind me agreed with her…when I told her I was 31 they were literally shocked lol I was so flattered!!! The cashier goes ‘Girl, whatever you’re doing just keep doing it!’ HAHA WOOHOO!! When I got in the car I turned it on and Taylor Swift ‘I’m Feeling 22′ was on LOL HA-LARIOUS!!
Today was such a random day I swear I was like in the mood to get on an ATV and go mudding or whatever you call it haha I wanted to put pink streaks in my hair and I wanted to go goth for a day…no clue why but I think because I really wanted to be 22 again!! That was my favorite birth year anyways…you’re older than 21 so you’re officially ‘an adult’ and you’re still carefree at that age…it’s like the perfect age!!!
Anyhow…here are my new additions to my apartment!
A pic of Babci holding me as a baby…since I’m trying to keep myself motivated I blocked myself in the pictures so that you still won’t know what I look like until my big reveal which I am still looking forward too…I haven’t lost sight of that!! It’s just, you know, taking me forever haha
Above that table I put one of these photo collages…Babci is the cutest!!!
And then on the wall next to my closet in the hallway I added a poem my Babci wrote that I shared earlier in my blog a few weeks ago. Love it so much!
Now I feel like the love is spreading in my apartment! Next up is my bedroom…and then I may redecorate some walls. I’m searching for inspiration wherever I can find it and I figure if I see Babci everywhere, and if she’s all around me…then she can remotivate me to keep going, keep pushing on and never give up faith!!!
BTW did anyone watch Long Island Medium tonight?? Some of the readings seriously blew my mind!!! Especially the one where the guy (spirit) was cursing at Theresa…scary. Anyhow…if you have never watched that show WATCH IT!!! Best show on TV.
Breakfast: 1 cup Special K Red Berries, 1/2 cup almond milk
Lunch: 3 pieces corn bread, 1 cup strawberries, 2 string cheese
Dinner: 2 pieces cheese pizza
Snack: 2 pieces corn bread, 15 multi grain crackers, 4 tbl cheddar cheese
Current weight: 216.7 lbs
Current feeling: Numb